Dear J,

I think this would all be easier if I had some sort of group to fall back on. Like, I love the lads, but they're hopeless for emotional support.

Even just having someone to send stupid memes to, like we did back in the day. Honestly, I think that was the most helpful thing you ever did for me. Just being someone I could show everything to, and experience everything with. I'll find it again, I know I will. But its tough right now.