Dear J,

Why am I so uncomfortable around people I don't know? Is there a cure to this? Is it possible to be fixed? How can I figure that out if I don't even know how I'm broken?

Maybe I do have something wrong with me. But how would I ever figure that out? I miss being able to talk to people about this. You weren't the last, but you were the one that mattered the most. God I hope I can find someone I can talk to again.

M