Dear J,

Why am I so useless when it comes to socializing? Here I am, leaving Jamie's party early, because I felt so awkward there. What about it was so awful? I didn't know enough people? That's honestly bollocks. Why have I not learned to deal with this? There was me thinking I'd figured this shit out a long time ago. Fuck everything.

Is it strange that a part of me wants to care about how you're getting on, but I just don't? I hope not. Maybe I'm actually escaping your spell at long last.

M

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